Sadness once in awhile

So much sadness... I am sad, down, demotivated.. and yet one is not allow to be sad for compare to others; she is so much luckier.. So does that mean lucky people are not allowed to feel that they are not being treated "fairly" just because they are deemed "lucky"? Conscience is playing its game now.. and once again, the equilibrium has gone wild once again....

A New Year has come ---- 2009

1/1/2009

Looking at my page.. I have not touched it since 2007.. And now, we had just stepped into 2009. It is now 2.30am as I am typing my thoughts in this page.


I would want to start again and putting my thoughts into record... and it may not be interesting at all, but who cares, these are my thoughts. Its been awhile since i express my thoughts..so whoever is reading this, please bear with me..


Goodbye 2008 and welcome 2009, a colleague asked earlier in the afternoon on how I planned to celebrate the New Year. I quoted “I want to witness the fireworks display” erm... the worse thing happened, I became lazy and decided to stay home and kept myself away from the crowd. Women (sigh) – they can change their decision just like that. :o) I see that as a privilege that we have.. Hehehe


Was wondering aimlessly online earlier not knowing what to do while waiting for some downloads to complete.. bump into this blog --- http://www.fhbadventure.blogspot.com/ . A friend had encouraged me to go through this man's thought some time ago and I never read it seriously.

For the first time, I shed tears while reading it. So many things went through my mind. I lost someone dear in Nov 2007 to lung cancer, when his brother announced that N had passed away, there was no sadness but a sigh of relief as I knew that he doesn't have to suffer anymore. I sat down calmly and chant a prayer for him. May his soul rest in peace. Going through the above mentioned blog actually brought back memories of N's final months.. the things that we had gone through to keep him motivated and happy..the tears and laughter..but none of us ever understood how he was feeling inside as he kept it hidden so well.... salute to N.. he is one tough man after all. Hmm I must admit that this is not a good way to spend my 1st day of the year. :o)


Looking at it positively, it is a good reminder to me that life is too short, and we should appreciate every moment that we have. Be it good or bad as we will never be able to repeat the same day again ever in our lives.


Happy New Year To ALL!!!

2008 Is gone but it had made us strong.
The path was long but we walked it with a song

There were fears and tears but
we also had reason for cheers!!!

Wishing ALL Happy Memories of 2008 and a Great 2009!!!

Regards,
BlueDaisy

SLOW Driver on FAST lane.

I decide to dedicate this blogs for those who tested my patience. Thank you. Because of you, I became a BETTER person.. definitely BETTER than you lah.

Why does a driver choose to drive SLOWly (less than 80km/hour) on the FAST lane? Example: WLE 37xx

1. Legs are too short to step on the accelerator further?
2. wife/hubby is nagging on the phone asking to not drive faster than 80km/hour?
3. favourite past time is to irritate people
4. Enjoys seeing the MIDDLE Finger shown... F***
5. Origin from Mars... whereby the slower you go, the more dangerous you become
6. middle name is IF - Ignorant Fool
7. License is bought.
8. or.. better still... maybe he was "settling his bill tertunggak" while driving? If its a guy.. sorry.. got confused of the gender

Will come back with more role models who F**kingly irritate the hell out of me.. and thank you for sharpening my horns.

From the bottom of the ocean...

View from bottom of ocean..


Got inspired
When I fell into d sea & almost drown; there are fish dat will watch me drown & whisper 2each other on how silly dat i can't swim; & fish dat is kind 2try 2help me by letting me pull its tail so dat it can drag me up(too heavy lor);& fish dat will just give me a SLAP n make me so angry dat i miraculously "know how to swim" cos i dont want 2b in the same SEA with it (hahaha)..

Realised: The sea needs all these fish to complete the ecosystem.Without an ugly fish,I wont realised how beautiful other fish is,without being bitten,iwont know dat fish BITES..I thought they swallow..hehe.

By William Arthur Ward

Came across something that will definitely wake me up at times when my anger,greed and ignorance goes out of control....

POEMS
by William Arthur Ward


Before You
Before you speak, listen.
Before you write, think.
Before you spend, earn.
Before you invest, investigate.
Before you criticize, wait.
Before you pray, forgive.
Before you quit, try.
Before you retire, save.
Before you die, give.


Do More
Do more than belong: participate.
Do more than care: help.
Do more than believe: practice.
Do more than be fair: be kind.
Do more than forgive: forget.
Do more than dream: work.


We Must
We must be silent before we can listen.
We must listen before we can learn.
We must learn before we can prepare.
We must prepare before we can serve.
We must serve before we can lead.